why is it we can be ok one day.then the next day things turn out like that.is there anything wrong with being concerned for a fren.even though i may like you.i've nvr expect anything from the start.i wan u to know that.believe me would u.please...
i just wanna be there for u to confide in.nothing more than that.even though i do like u.i'm not expecting anything at all.dun u understand at all...
theres no wrong in liking someone. its not like i'm harboring any hopes at all...
真的越来越深了，该怎么办？
该说还是不该说？
dunno what u're thinking at all la.contradicting.hard to understand.oh well....
revived!!
for some reason,i suddenly have the urge to blog after almost half a year. each time i revived my blog, it would be at a time of real downs for some reason. it ain't an exception this time round.
things always come to a point when i want to let go yet i'm too deep to do so. i dunno how i'll be able to climb out of it this time round though.its really frustrating. i'm being a dumbass, encouraging at one moment the next i'm regreting doing so. the feelings sucks. but i can only blame myself for all these.
おせっかい焼き私を得たであることはこの混乱に。there are so many things that u say that i dun wish to hear.yet i'm unable to tell u so as telling u will let u know how i truly feel.
last weekend was tough to go through.friday was shit.the long weekend became the same. as things starts to change, i'm unable to stop it. no matter what i say, no matter what i do, i'm just a nobody to you. i'm not sure if i can still continue to be there, i dunno what to do. but i all long to see is you being happy even if there isn't me.
a being of no significance what so ever in ur life, yet an existence u can destroy with just one word.
what am i to do?
today is the last day for st and my last paper.app mic.after paper is driving then maybe pub/club tonight.finally its the end lol.ha. shall update tonight if i'm home early lol.ciao.happy hols to all that have finish their st already.ha